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11:51 pm

01:29 pm - pictures

My weekend out with my man's band<3
you should love them:D
( cheggit out )

01:06 am

I'm so frisky.

>_<
erm

04:47 pm

I've changed the shape of my body.
and it doesn't look like how i'd like it to look.


I hate myself for being so fucking shallow.

thats all
<3Laura

12:56 am

Covering skeletons in fur, leather, and lace.
I can't even believe the size of these models on nyctv's coverage of fashion week.

I am so sick of constantly hating my "healthy thin" body, in comparison to these idolized skeletons.
why do we do this to ourselves.
why do we worship the emaciated.

why am I torn.


I'm ill. school is going well.
I'll be a nurse in the not so far away future.
I'm deeply in love.

my family is wonderful.
my friends are fantastic.


that's all I guess.
stay warm east coast.

08:34 pm

I love you. I know this is going to be a great year for you!
Thanks for being so wonderful.

02:55 am - P A N I C

I'm so very upset.
and stressed
and starved
and tired.

It feels like someone is pushing down on my shoulders until i collapse.
But I can't right now, with all that is needed of me.

and to my best friend in the universe. You are the last person i'd ever want to let down. and i love you as much as i love the sun.

I want to be all that I can be, when I can only be that in my mind.

what I want, and what I am able to do, for the first time, are in conflict.

there is a war in my head and heart. and my body is letting me know it can't deal.

I have never been this stressed out, at any point in my entire life.
with out food, sleep or peace of mind.

What I want to do, what I need to do, and what I can do.
can't all be one any more.

05:02 am

http://mason.gmu.edu/~emoody/rfranklin.html

04:34 am

Um.
So on fox five news right now.
they showed a picture of the 9/11 damage and said
"5 years after 9/11 and studies show that new jersey isn't ready for a biological terror attack"
and in the backround was an icon that said THE WAR ON TERROR
in big letters.

Soo..when we talk about the war on terror, we are almost always talking about Iraq
or the other cute names they've made up for our invasion of Iraq.

anyway. just like, it makes me SICK how people still try to act like 9/11 and the war in Iraq are connected.
when it's been proven that there was NO connection.

seriously. what the fuck fox news.

basically their message was "DUMB AMERICAN'S. BE SCARED. 9/11 COULD HAPPEN AGAIN. PLEASE CONTINUE TO IGNORE EVERYTHING BUSH IS DOING."

I can't deal -_-
His new plan will likely demand thousands of new troops.
he'll be making a speech in Jan about it.


Is anyone else not okay with the fact that this is still going on?
and people are being killed everyday? people's families being torn apart?
for...what?

good night

08:48 pm

create your own visited country map
or check our Venice travel guide


create your own personalized map of the USA

New Travel Plans!
January 3rd- GERMANY to see THERESA FACE! SO excited.
January 14th or 15th- San Jose Calif. see my baby love
May 2007 AUSTRIA with Jenell. fuck yeah!


I wanna go everywhere.

07:14 pm

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/health/4625775.stm

this is incredible.

Science is one of my BFFS=)

02:46 am

I miss you
my veins don't feel as warm.
My limbs are a bit heavier.
I'm still smiling.
but longing.
already.

10:43 pm

I don't feel like myself.


I wish I knew why.

09:26 pm - My roommate made me this..

haha. i had a melt down because i couldnt sit in these pants with out my rolls coming out over the pants.
it was bascially a crisis.

<3xoxo

09:43 pm

I'm in love with everything you do.

Sweet Anticipation.

My Mouth:Your Mouth
My Skin: Your Skin
My Heart:Your Heart

03:13 am

hell yeah!!

01:08 am

You know what.
Whenever anyone talks about racism and hate crimes...everyone listens. obviously, beacuse it's an important issue. (I'm not saying it's not, it's exremely important to address issues of racism and discrimination)

03:05 am

10:29 pm

fem‧i‧nism: the doctrine advocating social, political, and all other rights of women equal to those of men.

This is Me. I am a feminist.

I just want to clear some things up.

I do not hate men.
I am not a lesbian.
I wear make up.
I wear high heels.
I wear skirts, dresses, tights and lingerie.
I shave my legs.
I have a boyfriend.

None of these things make me any less of a feminist.

I am sick and fucking tired of being polite, and keeping anger to myself.
if this makes anyone think any less of me, than good. I'd rather not be friends with anyone who doesn't agree that women should be economically, socially and politically equal with men.
I have completely broken free from the social conditioning( fucking brain washing) I received as a girl growing up in America.
girls are not all "bitches."
There is no reason to view each other as competition. We need to accept this, move on and work with eachother to pursue equality and representation in the US, because if we don't. no one will.

03:10 pm